A smouldering grid on a cypress stand
The museum of unmet expectations
How discreetly birds must die elsewhere!
Here, the entrance is littered with tiny carcasses,
beaks up, as if the sun were some last, huge seed
of epiphany.
On street corners outside, laughter’s a kind of currency.
But as you pass, the moneychangers go tsk
derisively, thumbs stationary,
as if affronted.
Once inside, the quiet reminds you
of cavernous antiques stores in country towns.
Sickly grey squares all that’s left on the walls,
so labels make do
for the awkward few shuffling in from the provinces,
too sheepish to rise to the tour guide’s provocations.
A guard texts surreptitiously
to fill in the hours.
A group of schoolkids points to a diorama
that shows a chiming forest, and a tribe that mourns
downtime, the way other tribes grieve during
a solar eclipse.
They have no expectation
that as their screens darken, their kin will reappear.
They’re turning off the lights in the long galleries. Loot
from sundered empires
has been packed away,
embroidered platitudes pricked into samplers
by girls with ruined eyesight grow mouldy
in the damp basement.
So you join the families picnicking by the exit,
kneel with them on rugs
to dispense fairy bread to children who nibble, then spark
off across the lawn
like sub-atomic particles in trajectories of joy
midday’s squat shadows mimicking shrieks and laughter.
And when the kids have gone, you stare after them,
over their heads
into the distance, the way people do on the news
when they are trying hard
to focus on a reporter’s questions. As if after a great storm.
As if after fire.
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2nd Place, 29th Melbourne Poets Union International Poetry Prize