A smouldering grid on a cypress stand
Landing lights
Above trees I can see through the kitchen window
that over the years my parents have lived here
have grown just tall enough to hide the sea
I’m watching a bright light that appears from time to time
a brilliant planet that seems to hang over borderlands
of tussock and thistle on the bay’s western side.
While I’m preparing their dinner, my wife remains over there
where I imagine her unpicking a mistake
she’s made in her quilt because she’s tired
and I wish I could be over there too, telling her to leave it; I would tell her
about how the Navajo stitch a tiny line into their rugs
to show a weaver’s soul the way to leave the work and rejoin the world.
That light seems to hover for a few moments, and then
as if it’s made a decision veers away and vanishes
until it reappears a few minutes later.
It took me a while to realise it’s only the main flight path into the city
that briefly positions planes to face us
shining into this room where Mum’s sitting before the TV
appalled, in the dark, because she’s seeing again, in her lifetime,
the aged, the sick, spreadeagled between mattresses, cots,
a few pots and a chair piled onto carts
pulled by their sons along the ruts, through ruined villages
across lands and histories loved and cursed by their unhappy tribes
into open fields of twilight beneath inexplicable lights.
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