A smouldering grid on a cypress stand
Half-life
I was reading the announcement of an element discovered
with a half-life older than the universe.
Even from God’s point of view,
that must surely pass pretty slowly;
enough for us down here to use words like ‘forever’,
as in ‘I will love you forever’,
since no-one has, as yet, worked out the formula
for love’s half-life; although, surely, a time must come
when even the most combustible love burns out. But then,
I was also reading about a computer so powerful
it could solve a problem that would take ordinary computers
more time than the universe has existed to solve.
What sort of problem, I wondered, would that be?
What kind of computations would be churning away
while stars gathered and burst, what would be going on
in those tubes and wires while tides of light flooded
and ebbed on time’s pebbly reaches?
And what if other elements, still to be discovered,
have a half-life that is slower still?
Perhaps when we say ‘the soul is immortal’
we mean the soul is an element
that haunts the extremities of the table of elements,
spirals and fractals of chance and fate slowly flowing
out toward the frames of existence; perhaps
a soul’s half-life would take that long to dissolve
or to solve.
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Ionosphere Jan 2026